Sunday, April 13, 2008

Bad, bad days

Yesterday was really bad. Today is bad too. I'm sad about Christopher, but it is more than that. I'm just so sad about so many things in my life are hard and complicated. They've been like this for so long, and now with Christopher, it just feels like there will never be anything good to look forward to. And I'm just so afraid that I'm just going to feel like this for years and years.

-Andie

2 comments:

Gina in N'Awlins said...

Dear Andie - I am so concerned about you! Pop off an email to me if you want. I am so very sorry!

XOXOX

Gina

Jules said...

((HUGS)) Andie. I know what you mean...about feeling like this is just going to be this way for a long time. There IS going to be a light someday, I can't tell you when or where or how, but I can only offer you a glimmer of hope that things will get easier somehow. But I also understand it just sucking right now. Boy do I. ((HUGS)) my friend. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm here for you in whatever way you want or need. Jules